My Lovely Online Business Experience

Since few months ago, been busy with my online business. Honestly, it suck! Not because of my product, not because of website, not because of concept, not because of management, Is my partner suck!!

Is damn true not to do business with friends. I had proven it 100% right!

After all my hard work, finally, i come out with a 2nd version of website. Total revamp of my previous one!

click above to have a look on my new Facebook page

click above for my website

All my heart I put into this business. But keep on getting lots lots lots of troubles create by my partners.

Firstly, damn that girl partner. Betray us and say want go do direct sale after half way. Left all the shit behind. She in charge in ordering stocks. And wtf! That the only thing she need to do. She create lots of problem. If don't want do? why don't just say at the beginning? Keep on say OK, tomorrow, by this week, 3 days later and etc. End up dragging the whole process for damn 6 weeks. Where is my stocks? "I don't know". WTF! Person in charge in ordering stocks don't know where is the stocks? You must be kidding me. Nvm, i want to follow up. She told me everything is done. Gosh! I feel so relief! After a week, hmmmm...where the hell is my stocks again! While, she don't want pick up phone. Don't want reply SMS. I need to ask people find her BF (her BF FUCKING SUCK!!! DAMN EEXCEL ASSHOLE!!!), ask her bf ask her reply us. Damn her. End up she say, "Ops, i haven't pay the supplier." OMFG!!! Are you kidding me? You just told me everything done but now not yet  paid supplier????

Gosh! Why i had such idiot asshole as my partner! I been patient! because she had taken the damn money! If not really slap 9 her. Waste my time for so many weeks for nothing! Now I need follow up everything! All this shit and when ask her, she will say don't know worrr~~~~not sure worr~~~ i swear to god. You want me return your share? yea...in your dream!

What to do! Maybe i expect too much. . Haihz.....

Final lesson: NEVER EVER PARTNER BUSINESS WITH FRIENDS!!!

When do business must on a win win situation! Where he/she got benefit for you, you had benefit for them. If not, just don't think of start a business with them.

Praying god everyday for my business to success!

Maybe in my dream? And where the hell is my stocks?? until today i haven't know! WTF!!

也许有可能

很多时候想问是不是只是自己想太多...真的那么多可能吗?
很多时候想问是不是只是我在在乎你的一切...却已成了你的理所当然....

想着如果...想着也许...想着可能...
还是我自己在想着...

担心你新地方你会睡不好....担心你新床睡不惯...担心你不熟那地方...担心你自己搬不到..
担心你自己不会装...担心你吃不饱...担心你吃不好...担心你的安全...担心你的一切一切...
还是我自己在担心...

你已说得那么明了...我还是在傻...

问自己相信感动吗? 我自己也不信...
今天你的感动..明天还会在吗?

看着手机..等它响...没响过...你在做么? 我不懂...

朋友问我...为何都做着男友才会做的事...但干嘛还不是女友..
我该怎么回答? 我不懂...

身边的朋友都告诉我..还不深..别再陷下去...如今再痛几瓶酒..还能忘...
但再那样下去...我能吗? 他们都知道我不能....我只会傻傻的躲在厨房哭....
吃得咸鱼抵得渴....我能吗?

我...不知道...该说是我想...但我心里是告诉我..我不能....所以才会不知道....

也许有可能....我自己也没相信的能力....
怎样才能醒? 到底我在做瞎?

你来告诉我好吗?到底我是什么?

你的依靠? 你的暂时? 还是什么...
以你对我说的一切一切....那我们根本不该有那么多假希望..

萤火虫 下

我只是个普通人, 做着普通事, 讲着普通话, 爱上不普通的你.
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我很简单..就只有你...
也许我曾经失去过...所以这次...我什么也想做足...
 
没有你怎么办?我想在你心里有着那么些些的地位...
 
再远...我都到...陪你短短的几小时..
也许没什么话题...但看着你在哪里温习就够了...
 
再穷..我去熬...也许那一点点...
但只想你过得好些...
 
那晚...才知道..原来那些才是你要的...
我再怎样也不能达到...
 
但...还是坚信我能感动到你...
也许就只是好朋友..我还是能陪着你的好朋友..
 
那么短时间就放弃算什么爱...算什么认真..
就如你说...也许五年....也许几个月...
还是有个时间...不是没可能..
 
而且是现在不可能不是未来也不可能...
 
你说可能我真的做到..也不一定会接受..
那也不一定会不接受...
 
对不?
 
不想了...比此开心就好..
也不想因为我你不开心...
 
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你在飞, 我守候, 你在累, 我在旁.
你的事, 我来背...
那晚听你说了...我还是那么爱你

萤火虫 上

我只是个普通人, 做着普通事, 讲着普通话, 爱上不普通的你.
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放下以前的故事, 希望走得更好. 为以前的一切挂上完满的句号.
拆下那防火墙, 想好好的走一段故事....跨出了那一步....

简单么? 也许对他, 她, 他们都那么简单.
但不是我...我容易受伤...我容易害怕..

你突然的出现...在那天...
在我无依无靠...没了方向那刻...

也许一些言语...让我心动...
为你劳绿...为你奔跑...

陪伴着左右...走在你的前后...
我...喜欢你了....

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你在飞, 我守候, 你在累, 我在旁.
你的事, 我来背...
那晚你说的...我该如何回答?

My Birthday Wish

There was a fairy tale, says that your birthday wish won't come true if you tell out. While i never tell out why it still never come true. But never mind, i just blog out din't say out.

Few years ago, i started to have this wish. Not want the star in the sky, not want to be a millionaire. It just a very simple wish, a wish by a childish me, to have someone that i love beside me on my birthday night, she blows the candle with me, give me a kiss afterward, hug me at that moment. This was all i imagine every time my birthday and, this is my wish. My only wish. The wish that never come true.

Sound childish, but it will be so meaningful for me. For so many years, never had a time i can have someone i love beside me on my birthday. Either we break up before or start afterward. Even for all the meaningful day meant for couple. I never try before.

Damn! All i want is so simple. Why it just won't came true for once?

For Sum1

Sorry..that day really unhappy when see ur tweet..
but i understand 4 years for you really not easy to 4get..
but im happy that u gt think of gv me a chance b4...
now u felt that im nt d one too..bt nvm..
i still will try my best...
im happy that u say u felt happy n sweet when chat with me everynight..
i appreciate....
at least u gt think of me...although not miss..>.<...
anyway...thx....

New House

After the whole weekend of shifting house..yup..finally settle down in tis new house.
bought alot of stuff that cost me rm200...we gt sofa, curtain, mat, lock, key, hanger..
all tis thng so expensive..>.<...
still..quite satisfy with everythng...jz some water leakage, bathroom tat stuck n gt lot lot white thnggy in the hole(fuck da previous tenant)..2 power point tat burn out..
overall still ok...n somor...gt a 1k tm bill n 300 astro nt yt paid..fuck d tenant...
but yday night...have a big fight with my hsemate..= ="...
say jor dont jia me when i nt in gd mood la...
宁愿我负天下人, 也不让天下人负我 quote 曹操...
bt tis new house..i stil wan to buy several thng...
wan to make it nicer n look like a house...n i wan to buy 1 carpet...i like carpet...haha...
wait i save money 1st...
anyway..happy living here....^^

我们....还是你我?

开心的是我还能再出现在你身旁..30 Apr..我们又见面了...

你带我到你的餐厅....第一次我们是一起去.一起回...

并不是我自己哭着回..或自己在那儿等你出现...

不懂这是好还是不好?

是你尝试给我机会吗?还是我想太多了..

有些怕..

那天我们在twitter谈着..突然你说我不了解你...

很多你的事我都不懂...

但...我有机会懂吗?

我知道的我都记得....有些我根本没机会了解过....

我是不懂你不喜欢吃什么喝什么...

但那时的我们只不过吃过一次kfc...一次mcd...还一次是在你爸的档口...

kfc是在kmtg fajar吃的...你吃完脆皮...我吃肉...出来还中saman..泊车没给钱..>.<..

mcd在the store而是新年时...那时我们说好要去对方家拍年...见家长...就出来吃...

你还一直要我给你驾车..我还一直不明做么你要驾...

吃完去着你家时..你突然说不给我去你家...

说要分手..今天只不过想对我做一些未曾做的事...

我很生气回家了...在电话我们吵了很久...

我不明为何我们不能一起读书..你就计划和我分手...

但最后你哥载你来我家..我们复合..但...不久...还是分了....

还记得那天我说你喜欢用的汤瓷吗?我真的记得...

还有你教会我吃韩国快熟面...每次早上在你家你都会煮面给我吃...

每一幕我都记得很清楚..你做的每一样事..我都记得..

只是还没机会对你更好更疼你...

我懂那都是以前...再怎美好..如今你我都长大了..也不一样了...

但我还是放不下你....再了解过能吗?

到底是"我们"还是"你我"...很想知道我们还可不可以....

I'm Back to Where I Start

My mistake. I'm back to the way I am. Thought I can be strong enough to overcome you. But i can't. I still not brave enough to play with fire. I crazy of u before, can't afford to crazy again.Thought of i can stop blogging about you. Crap...is all you again.

Start from friend but not for me. I'm scare. Sorry. It not just the matter we can be natural or not. It just way too pain for me to stay as friend where once we are not.

"If i can't forget you, i should had make you forget me".. this is how the story should end.

Consolation Prize

When is not the first prize, should be glad at least you get the consolation prize. There still a lot of people din't even get a damn.
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Wakeup today, yesterday seem like a sour dream. I realize that i'm not the one who write the story. I'm just the actor, should say a pedestrian that walk by in the backdrop of the movie. No purpose, no meaning, no feeling. It just part of the job to walk pass and make the movie look nicer.

Consolation Prize, is how to make me feel better. Just to replace something that been owing me since years ago. I been wished for this day where i can at least get a consolation prize, but only realize that is not that happy as i thought. It just dig out all the feeling inside me again after 4 years. The pain at the moment u leave me, i hate this feeling. I used so many years to make me feel better, but now all refresh again. Need how many years for me to feel better again?another 4 years?

Should i be glad for it? I hope I can. Maybe is easy for her, but not for me.

Sorry. I dunno how to reply you.

The Date

Finally, after 4yrs of waiting...finally go out have a date with her...^^...

A Chinese Ghost Story at GSC Tropicana City Mall

the night before, i insomia bcos of this date...slip at 4am wakeup at 10am...

rush for breakfast n rush to tropicana city mall to bought d ticket(cos i wan couple seat..buy on d spot sure cant get)

den rush to usj to fetch her...

but plan ruined when she dowan eat at cafe indulge...changed to kimchiharu...

disaster happen when d food not nice...damn...i should had think it earlier...she like to eat korean food...means possibility of she will dont like the food if nt nice enuf is high...

so thx to marufuku to screw up d lunch plan...

after that is way too early for our movie on 5pm...she dowan go walk..so...d place nearest is my sis house...

omg...my sis was nt at home when go der...gosh...

1 guy 1 gal in a house...im so paiseh to even talk..topicless..FML...

but she was so tired...fall asleep der...

im so happy to c her sleep at der...been sometime...since...2009...>.<...

feel lik wan to hug her closer..but nt dare...cos v nt lik lastime anymore...bt happy to c her sleep bside me...

i ask her...r v rlly cant 2gther anymore...she say"IMPOSSIBLE"..sobx...

after that when for d movie at tropicana city mall...FML again...

da movie was nt tat nice...

n d thng said in d movie kena few stabs on me...

"if i cant 4get her..make her 4get me"...shit...im d one cant 4get her after so many years...she d one wan me 4get bout her...

"human n ghost can't b 2gther"...OMG...me n her...she was da angel...im da demon le...>.<..

n we r sitting in the couple seat like two normal fren...= ="

Another plan ruined...FML...haha...

after movie...we keep argue on how big size my sis baby...i say it vry big..she say impossible...so..we go my sis house again to c d baby...

c her hug d baby n tam d baby...ok...i melted...melt like melting ice cream under 100 Celsius...

sobx...why v r nt couple anymore? tis is da moment i been dreaming of(if da baby is mine..haha)

she like d baby vry much~~bt truth is..tong tong rlly vry cute...haha...

see her so happy playing with da baby...is killing me...

after that bring her to dinner...but...had no idea what to eat anymore...dont feel lik bring her to those cheap place..

bt...end up piccadily again...d place i hang d most..

bt can see that she nt rlly enjoy it...FML again....wat a stupid plan...

end up...finish dinner fetch her bec to usj...tat all....

how also...rlly appreciate d time with her...been so long...

tat time when v r still 2gther..always dint have chance to go out for movie...or have a meal...

finally tis time all had done..just...worst plan ever...gosh...

rlly miss today...hope gt chance to go out with her again...

bt..can tat time v r couple again?

gt ask her y she breakup with her previous bf...n ask her izzit gt like another guy d....

she dowan answer me...i think shud have...

n she dowan tell me what type of guy she like...bt...i think nt me anymore...

nvm...i still wait...wait til she like me again...

i still can rmb when we start tat time is 23 July 2006...so long ago....

miss her so much....>.<

肆的故事

Tis post is dedicated  to my dear...so...i write in chinese..u man man translate when c it ya..wahahaha...

dear & dear..= ="

壹, 弍, 叁, 肆, 伍, 陆.....

肆..为何是肆呢, 因为她是我第肆个追的女生..也是我在ucsi短短一年里认识的一位好友..

有心事找她..有开心事也可找她..就是一个肯废那几个钟听我唠叨的好朋友..

虽然她傻脑傻脑的..该说是没脑比较恰当...但也是个很好很好的伴..

很多时候烦恼缠着我时..就不知不觉的想打给她..虽是没什么帮助..但也唯有她肯接我电话吧..

那为何称呼她dear呢..我也不知其原因了...

如今她可是个有夫之妇了...也不好意识常打扰啦..要对你的"外遇"好些...哈...

但还是想说句."谢谢你"....

Und wat i write?haha...

man man translate la...:P...

*ps: MIA if c tis pls dont kill me...lol...

New House~New Dream~New Me~

I'm moving again~~from menara alpha - pv3 - damansara bistari - pv10 and NOW~~Mutiara Gombak 1~~
is a double storey link house...
here is it~~

nice? im kidding...tis 1 is mutiara gombak 2..mine is bside...

Yea~tis is mine~

me with my bunch of brother had rent this..jz a few km from our current house..

n we will be moving in on May~~

happy~~

thinking to buy some furniture..but our budget nt allow us to..

so will make it simple at 1st..

but we are going to organize some moving in BBQ party~~haha...

any1 wanted to come visit us?

I'm Back

Back to my blogging world..from Wretch till now..all start 4 years ago...start on the time i breakup..the story was all about love..
tat gal, tat she, tat her...

But no more these shit!
There still lot of fun out there...i have my brother that support me from time to time...
i have my job to do...i have my family to take care...
so...i wont ruins my life bcos of her...

n there are lot lot of gals outside...damn it...i gonna get 1 sooner or later...but money come 1st la..i damn need money...

So i'm back...no more geli geli mia post..is time to change!!!haha...