Can It Be Simple? 1

Simple or complicated, some people said we had the ability to decide our destiny, but for me...is not within my power to decide my destiny...

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Many people proud of me, manage to set up an online business in split of seconds. Build up my empire of online business with thousands of fans just in a months. Great concept and idea keep pump into the business with successful outcomes. From nothing to something, the feeling of satisfaction never been so great.

From an useless youngster, i learn to be someone full of business mind and focusing all my affords in building a great business plan. But today, I called an end for my online business. It was like a slap on my face, i failed. Because of? I over predict my ability. Over expecting from my partners. Sale drop to NIL for consequences months. Human error and mistake keep appear. Internal issue that can't be solve.

I resign from my job to mainly focus on this online business, hoping to cope with the busy schedule. But the drop in overall causing me to put an hold back for running this business anymore. I had loaded my gun with bullets to fight for this war, only notice that the gun was fake when I pull the trigger. Gosh, i'm dead in the field.

All this while i been persuading myself not to be employ anymore, as I wanted to be independent by using my own ability to earn for myself. But now....I need to persuade myself just go for work as I din't have the ability to do it my own.

All my plan ruined and became dust. People recommend me for better money opportunity in doing MLM sale. But that was not i born to and not even what I want. Forcing myself doing it will it had a brighter future? With my family stress and my girl stress, what should I do? I don't know. Really don't know.

My Lovely Online Business Experience

Since few months ago, been busy with my online business. Honestly, it suck! Not because of my product, not because of website, not because of concept, not because of management, Is my partner suck!!

Is damn true not to do business with friends. I had proven it 100% right!

After all my hard work, finally, i come out with a 2nd version of website. Total revamp of my previous one!

click above to have a look on my new Facebook page

click above for my website

All my heart I put into this business. But keep on getting lots lots lots of troubles create by my partners.

Firstly, damn that girl partner. Betray us and say want go do direct sale after half way. Left all the shit behind. She in charge in ordering stocks. And wtf! That the only thing she need to do. She create lots of problem. If don't want do? why don't just say at the beginning? Keep on say OK, tomorrow, by this week, 3 days later and etc. End up dragging the whole process for damn 6 weeks. Where is my stocks? "I don't know". WTF! Person in charge in ordering stocks don't know where is the stocks? You must be kidding me. Nvm, i want to follow up. She told me everything is done. Gosh! I feel so relief! After a week, hmmmm...where the hell is my stocks again! While, she don't want pick up phone. Don't want reply SMS. I need to ask people find her BF (her BF FUCKING SUCK!!! DAMN EEXCEL ASSHOLE!!!), ask her bf ask her reply us. Damn her. End up she say, "Ops, i haven't pay the supplier." OMFG!!! Are you kidding me? You just told me everything done but now not yet  paid supplier????

Gosh! Why i had such idiot asshole as my partner! I been patient! because she had taken the damn money! If not really slap 9 her. Waste my time for so many weeks for nothing! Now I need follow up everything! All this shit and when ask her, she will say don't know worrr~~~~not sure worr~~~ i swear to god. You want me return your share? yea...in your dream!

What to do! Maybe i expect too much. . Haihz.....

Final lesson: NEVER EVER PARTNER BUSINESS WITH FRIENDS!!!

When do business must on a win win situation! Where he/she got benefit for you, you had benefit for them. If not, just don't think of start a business with them.

Praying god everyday for my business to success!

Maybe in my dream? And where the hell is my stocks?? until today i haven't know! WTF!!

也许有可能

很多时候想问是不是只是自己想太多...真的那么多可能吗?
很多时候想问是不是只是我在在乎你的一切...却已成了你的理所当然....

想着如果...想着也许...想着可能...
还是我自己在想着...

担心你新地方你会睡不好....担心你新床睡不惯...担心你不熟那地方...担心你自己搬不到..
担心你自己不会装...担心你吃不饱...担心你吃不好...担心你的安全...担心你的一切一切...
还是我自己在担心...

你已说得那么明了...我还是在傻...

问自己相信感动吗? 我自己也不信...
今天你的感动..明天还会在吗?

看着手机..等它响...没响过...你在做么? 我不懂...

朋友问我...为何都做着男友才会做的事...但干嘛还不是女友..
我该怎么回答? 我不懂...

身边的朋友都告诉我..还不深..别再陷下去...如今再痛几瓶酒..还能忘...
但再那样下去...我能吗? 他们都知道我不能....我只会傻傻的躲在厨房哭....
吃得咸鱼抵得渴....我能吗?

我...不知道...该说是我想...但我心里是告诉我..我不能....所以才会不知道....

也许有可能....我自己也没相信的能力....
怎样才能醒? 到底我在做瞎?

你来告诉我好吗?到底我是什么?

你的依靠? 你的暂时? 还是什么...
以你对我说的一切一切....那我们根本不该有那么多假希望..

萤火虫 下

我只是个普通人, 做着普通事, 讲着普通话, 爱上不普通的你.
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我很简单..就只有你...
也许我曾经失去过...所以这次...我什么也想做足...
 
没有你怎么办?我想在你心里有着那么些些的地位...
 
再远...我都到...陪你短短的几小时..
也许没什么话题...但看着你在哪里温习就够了...
 
再穷..我去熬...也许那一点点...
但只想你过得好些...
 
那晚...才知道..原来那些才是你要的...
我再怎样也不能达到...
 
但...还是坚信我能感动到你...
也许就只是好朋友..我还是能陪着你的好朋友..
 
那么短时间就放弃算什么爱...算什么认真..
就如你说...也许五年....也许几个月...
还是有个时间...不是没可能..
 
而且是现在不可能不是未来也不可能...
 
你说可能我真的做到..也不一定会接受..
那也不一定会不接受...
 
对不?
 
不想了...比此开心就好..
也不想因为我你不开心...
 
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你在飞, 我守候, 你在累, 我在旁.
你的事, 我来背...
那晚听你说了...我还是那么爱你

萤火虫 上

我只是个普通人, 做着普通事, 讲着普通话, 爱上不普通的你.
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放下以前的故事, 希望走得更好. 为以前的一切挂上完满的句号.
拆下那防火墙, 想好好的走一段故事....跨出了那一步....

简单么? 也许对他, 她, 他们都那么简单.
但不是我...我容易受伤...我容易害怕..

你突然的出现...在那天...
在我无依无靠...没了方向那刻...

也许一些言语...让我心动...
为你劳绿...为你奔跑...

陪伴着左右...走在你的前后...
我...喜欢你了....

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你在飞, 我守候, 你在累, 我在旁.
你的事, 我来背...
那晚你说的...我该如何回答?

My Birthday Wish

There was a fairy tale, says that your birthday wish won't come true if you tell out. While i never tell out why it still never come true. But never mind, i just blog out din't say out.

Few years ago, i started to have this wish. Not want the star in the sky, not want to be a millionaire. It just a very simple wish, a wish by a childish me, to have someone that i love beside me on my birthday night, she blows the candle with me, give me a kiss afterward, hug me at that moment. This was all i imagine every time my birthday and, this is my wish. My only wish. The wish that never come true.

Sound childish, but it will be so meaningful for me. For so many years, never had a time i can have someone i love beside me on my birthday. Either we break up before or start afterward. Even for all the meaningful day meant for couple. I never try before.

Damn! All i want is so simple. Why it just won't came true for once?

For Sum1

Sorry..that day really unhappy when see ur tweet..
but i understand 4 years for you really not easy to 4get..
but im happy that u gt think of gv me a chance b4...
now u felt that im nt d one too..bt nvm..
i still will try my best...
im happy that u say u felt happy n sweet when chat with me everynight..
i appreciate....
at least u gt think of me...although not miss..>.<...
anyway...thx....