Can It Be Simple? 1

Simple or complicated, some people said we had the ability to decide our destiny, but for me...is not within my power to decide my destiny...

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Many people proud of me, manage to set up an online business in split of seconds. Build up my empire of online business with thousands of fans just in a months. Great concept and idea keep pump into the business with successful outcomes. From nothing to something, the feeling of satisfaction never been so great.

From an useless youngster, i learn to be someone full of business mind and focusing all my affords in building a great business plan. But today, I called an end for my online business. It was like a slap on my face, i failed. Because of? I over predict my ability. Over expecting from my partners. Sale drop to NIL for consequences months. Human error and mistake keep appear. Internal issue that can't be solve.

I resign from my job to mainly focus on this online business, hoping to cope with the busy schedule. But the drop in overall causing me to put an hold back for running this business anymore. I had loaded my gun with bullets to fight for this war, only notice that the gun was fake when I pull the trigger. Gosh, i'm dead in the field.

All this while i been persuading myself not to be employ anymore, as I wanted to be independent by using my own ability to earn for myself. But now....I need to persuade myself just go for work as I din't have the ability to do it my own.

All my plan ruined and became dust. People recommend me for better money opportunity in doing MLM sale. But that was not i born to and not even what I want. Forcing myself doing it will it had a brighter future? With my family stress and my girl stress, what should I do? I don't know. Really don't know.