Open my eye again, yea..i'm alone again..back to the life i used to live with. Is it i still cant forget or i scare to accept. "Look at the brighter way", i believe i'll be happier. But it seem so hard. Thing will get darker only.
really not easy to put down everything, but when i do, Y? Y is just another LIAR playing me. All my feeling crash to so many pieces. I really don't know how to love anymore. When really want to chase someone, i seem to be so scare. All those things flash in my mind.. i was so worry...worry all those things happen again. How to believe some more??
God never been fair to be too, y? y let me failed so many time never let me be happy another time?? all i wan just a chance for me to repay my mistake..
really hate the choice i make. hate the life i choose it to be...can i say i regret?can i say i dowan??NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!y???y i cant??
how to bear so many burden myself??i need to plan how to survive for my 2ml...so tired...
i just need a warm shoulder to let me rest..
i really hate myself.......
I don't need you to agree with me! But just need you to support me!
hey dear.. chill.. god always fair to everyone.. u feels aint fair to u, think bout thousand millions ppl out there where they dont even have any foods to eat yet we here get to live in *quite luxuries* life.. your love life not yet come to u only, be patient and u will suprise wat god will give u later on.. ;) cheer up!
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